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The Poet's Muse: A Biography of Pamela Susan Courson Morrison

A biography of the common-law wife and soul mate of Doors' front man Jim Morrison.

Everyone who is even mildly musically inclined knows to some degree the poet and Doors' front man Jim Morrison. Love him or hate him, famous or infamous, his name is immortalized in music history.

This article, while somewhat about him, is more an exploration of the life of the redheaded, milky pale skinned Irish fireball he referred to as his "cosmic mate."

I am writing this because beside, not behind, every great man is an even greater woman.

Pamela Susan Courson was born December 22,1946 to Columbus "Corky" Courson and his wife Penny in Weed, California. She went to school in Orange, California though it is unclear whether she ever actually graduated. Her years in high school were tumultuous to say the least. With her fiery red hair she definitely stood out. Ironically the looks that people in Orange shunned her for(probably due to jealousy) were greatly appreciated by the avant garde artistic crowds of L.A.

At 19, while she was an art student at Los Angeles City College she met James Douglas Morrison. Exactly how they met, and where, are debated to this day.

The general consensus of people close to the couple is that Jim doted on her and they loved each other. They also, however, had a very volatile relationship.The fights of Jim Morrison and his "little girl" as he often called Pamela, were legendary.

I have heard many people insinuate that Pamela was a user, a gold digger. This is, however, far from true. She met Jim when the band was just starting out; there was no gold to dig. Pamela had no reason to sponge from Jim anyway, she ran a successful clothing store called Themis.

She may be the only one who ever loved Jim the person, rather than Jim the Rock Star. They inspired each other, lived for each other and, above all else loved each other.

He was the poet, she was his muse....for anyone who doesn't know what a muse is, it's someone who gives inspiration.

It has been said by people who knew the two well (friends and band mates) that they were "two halves of the same person." I have to say I believe this sums it up. After all, they would know.

Jim wouldn't call her his soul mate for nothing, she was obviously close to his heart.

She stayed with Jim from the time they met until his death five years later at the age of 27.

Many people unfairly blame Pam for his death.(This is due to complete ignorance and assumptions surrounding the circumstances of his death.)

On April 25, 1974 three years after Jim's death, Pamela joined him. Her last known words were "It's time to be with Jim now."

God rest their souls.

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#1 by Brenda Hernandez, Jun 13, 2007
Hey that pretty cool that you wrote a short bio of pam and jim. I just want to say thank you for giving fans like me an opportunity to read such a bio,"IT WAS GREAT".

always a fan
Brenda Hernandez
#2 by big fan, Jun 19, 2007
great article
#3 by Suzy Q, Feb 12, 2008
Pam had no career during the time she was with Jim. He bought her Themis,gave her $20,000 to redecorate (which she did lavishly) and he financed her on an extended trip around the world to purchase inventory. Themis eventually cost him $300,000 in losses, but he considered it a success because it made Pam happy.
#4 by Jupiter, Feb 12, 2008
I have read several books on the subject of Pam and Jim, apparently not the same ones you have,so you may be more informed than I am where Themis is concerned,but anyway Love makes people do strange stuff, all evidence points to them really Loving each other, money passes but Love is the one thing we can take into eternity.
#5 by John, Feb 12, 2008
$20,000 doesn't buy "Lavish" decorating suzy, heck most ppl would be lucky to find a DECENT car for $20,000, as for Jim's $300,000 loss,He knew the risk going in, we all regret stuff but if LOVE is the true motive, then no cost is too great
#6 by Nana, May 29, 2008
This is a very fluffy but lovely piece. Apparantly there was a lot glossed over for this. Since you've read the books you know, Morrison's addiction to alcohol and Pam's addiction to herion killed them both. It was volitile and maybe it was love, but it was also enabling of each other's addictions added to that as well. And reading the books and knowing the history, you know, they more more off than on during those turbulant years. But we'll leave it as, she was someone important to his life.
#7 by The Poetic James D. M., Jun 2, 2008
they were both self-destructive at many times, but regardless of that they both Loved each other you can say they enabled each other if you want, I suppose to a degree that's true, but there is no evidence that discounts or contradicts them loving each other, no matter their flaws, they are...only human after all
#8 by $20000, Aug 4, 2008
To John... this was over 30 yrs ago... $20,000 was worth much more then!
#9 by To $20,000, Aug 5, 2008
I think the author woukd agree you have a point about the $20,000 they're both dead, just let it rest
#10 by Beva, Jan 17, 2009
I dont deny that Pam was Jim\'s true love, but were all outsiders to what was true about Jim and Pam and their relationship and what really took place. However, theres so many fingers pointing to Pam and the things she had done when Jim died. I do believe she was responsible for his death and thats why she killed herself. she couldnt handle It. the other party was a man and I cannot think of his name, but there are last known pics of this man with Pam In paris that anyone can find off the Internet. Theres actual proof the day Jim died, Pam covered everything up. the drugs and asked for help. there was a span of time she took before calling the police. The only way Paris police could do an autopsy was If a murder had been committed. unfortunatly It wasnt ever performed. Read the book, a Bio.. Anyone can find answers.. Like I said I dont doubt that she loved him, but then why did she kill herself? simple, she felt Guilty, Im sure In the after life, She has paid for that.
#11 by ANGRY IN L.A- Beva, get your facts right please, Jan 17, 2009
She killed herself not out of GUILT or feeling responsible for his death, but GRIEF at having lost the Love of her life!

You stated "I do believe she was responsible for his death and thats why she killed herself. she couldnt handle It." Ignorance is no excuse for insulting the dead and most "bios" written since Jimmy's death have been speculative at best.

The only thing she couldn't handle was losing Jim and then being accused by people like you of having been responsible for it. All the drugging and drinking is what killed him and THAT is fact.

You also said "the other party was a man and I cannot think of his name, but there are last known pics of this man with Pam In paris that anyone can find off the Internet." All that proves is that Pam didn't want to be alone,not that either her or her companion were responsible for Jim's death.

further you said "Theres actual proof the day Jim died, Pam covered everything up. the drugs and asked for help." That is such an ignorant crock, and biographers have stated that it could be speculated but as for proof, there was not. You are right though that there was a span of time she took before calling the police, but not for the reason you think.

It was actually because first she called Jim's friend to help her translate what she needed to tell authorities, not to help her cover anything up, Watch the A&E biography it's the most reliable.
#12 by Angry In L.A., Jan 17, 2009
Correction,I meant biography channel not A&E
#13 by A ?, Jan 20, 2009
Beva,Judgemental often,or are the dead just easy targets b/c they can't defend themselves? The truth is Jim killed himself,a slow form of suicide by abusing his body,blaming pam is viciously unfounded.
#14 by Ashen Lady, May 2, 2009
Its a well known fact in Doors circles tht Pam became a hooker after Jim died; her own friends said so in print. andthough they certainly cared for each other they gradually became enablers of each other's addictive behavior. It wasn't love; they didn't even have sex for the last two years of his life. Jim's French freind Alan Ronay has admitted that the two of them really did cover up Jim's death circumstances, otherwise Pam would hve ended up in a french prison. And she was having an affair with her French count Jean de Bretuil, while she was supposedly living with Jim, and Jean was the one who gave her the heroin that killed Jim. He died of an overdose himself, as did Pamela.
#15 by to Ashen Lady, May 2, 2009
"In doors circles" "It's a well known fact" "her own friends said so in print" well here's a good question, how the hell would they know? Just because someone is "friends" with a person doesn't mean they know what goes on behind closed doors. Alain Ronay never said anything of the kind,and saying that "it wasn't love,they didn't even have sex for the last 2 years of Jim's life" shows that you have a grave misunderstanding of love.

by the way here's a REAL well known fact, the Doors immensely disliked Pam,so of course those in "doors circles" will blame her for Jim's death,and say she did all sorts of things, but that is due to their personal prejudices and bias.

She may well have had an affair with the count, many affairs went on in that era and even if Jean gave her the heroine that Jim OD'd with that doesn't mean she's responsible for him dying, he OD'd on his own and was already self abusing long before that.
#16 by Larz, May 2, 2009
a person doesn't have to have sex with someone to love them, and the seeming implication that one does is just ridiculous
#17 by P.S. from Larz, May 2, 2009
I sure hope my friends don't say things like that to bash me when I die, with friends like that who needs enemies?
#18 by Brad, Jun 1, 2009
John: suzyq is accurate in her post, just remember that $20,000 and $300,000 are * 1971 * amounts, not 2009. Trying to compare them is absurd. You have to inflate the figures to understand the true amount, including a LOT of hyperinflation in the 1970's after Jim and Pam died. From the period of 1971-1989/90, the average consumer inflation rate has to be near 7-8 percent when you average it out. Although inflation cooled in the 90's, it still adds to the total... which has to be near 175 percent. That makes the decorating costs about $55,000 or more, the Themis subsidies around $825,000.
#19 by Robert, Jun 1, 2009
Doesn't matter,Jim knew the risks going in
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