Each and every one of us has his own share of a very beautiful love story. Some felt the best, some felt the worst. Others felt nothing, others felt just hurt. Well, even though love is experienced in different ways, we all see love as a very happy feeling.
That very happy feeling
Love really is blind. I know some won't agree, but still, I know, that there is large population of those people who is on my side. Right?
It's always the feeling that makes us blind. Very blind…
It's that spark that makes us happy. So happy, that every time we see that certain person that our hearts keep calling, our blood starts rising.
It's just so crazy the way you see someone for 2 minutes of the day yet they were the best 2 minutes of your day and you just find yourself thinking about that person the next 23 hours and 58 minutes.
It makes life so unfair, that cooking a meal, takes an hour, but eating it takes 5 minutes. Constructing a building takes 6 months, but blowing it up takes 30 seconds. Earning 10k takes 30 days, but paying the cashier 8k for a cell phone takes 2 seconds. However, its pretty much amazing that 1 second kiss on the cheek can make your day, a 5 second glimpse of your crush can make your week, and a 10 sec hug by someone you love, can take away your 1 year pain.
Waking up
Well, the last two paragraphs came from the text messages in my cell phone. But, have you ever felt the feeling that all the time you were in love; you were the only one in love? I did, and the worst part of it. I was really blinded by my love for that certain person. I hold on the thought that was kept in my mind, that “loving a person does not require that you will be loved too.” I lived within that saying for some time. A very long time actually. Then, my friend told me, stop living in the ideal love world. It is not always right to feel that one sided love, it is time for me to experience being loved back.
My story
This is my second time that I was in love. The first time was with my best friend that lasted for 7 years. I actually thought that I would break the record of Julia Robert's character feelings for her best friend, it was 9 years. Haha. I just totally moved on last year. This is my second time, and it was the same set-up. I love, and all I get is getting up used.
I started to feel way lonelier every time I am with that person that does not love me back than I am just alone. I woke up from being too much happy to my bitter side of love.
Realizations
How? That is a very big question that I know you are thinking right now. There is really no definite specific answer. It is just having your friends, true friends around to help you make realize things. Taking all into considerations the good and bad side of the words you hear from their mouths. All I know, that is constantly kept ringing in my ear that they just said, was to “keep on praying.” I know, its very common yet, it is really the most powerful. It is also a 24 hour service, especially when all the people you need and want to talk to are already asleep while you are still awake thinking of all the things you should do or shouldn't do. Also, text messages helped in all the realizations. Hehe.
