Oh my gosh i still have an essay to do. I bet you it's not easy being you. I feel beautiful and ugly at the same time. People don't want to listen to me, they feel like i am wasting their time. I might actually be waisting their time, i just don't see how just by talking. If you don't like what i say you can run or you can keep on walking. I don't know my moods, my moods change. Please don't use me as a target on a gun range. I am a bright inspiring young man. In which all i want to do is hold a beautiful woman's hand. Maybe do something else when the time comes. I'm not going to go grab it i'm not that dumb. Some people might think i'm dumb but i'm not dumb at all. I hate being in love because so easy i fall. I just wish i had the power to change how i am thinking. Why should i change how i am thinking? When you will push me over without even blinking.