Should I Just Give Up on You Know Who?

Should I just give up on you know who? I think it's wrong being that she's married, and she probably don't want to make love with me. I'm listening to my friends, when my friends could be wrong. Maybe that's all she's interested in is a big long schlong. Who knows, who cares? I've always wanted her, but i don't think she wants me. I want her as a friend at least. I know i'm not perfect, i'm not a priest. I'm just a man trying to make it in this cold world. I'm tired of working hard but i know i got to do it. In all languages i'm trying to be fluent. I can't forget about her, pain is the reason i have no mess. In life you probably wish you could pass my test. I'm sick of being treated like worthless shit or not. You can say it ain't my fault. I'm just a crumb, i'm not dumb! You're a bum who can't get no work. So don't treat me like a jerk. I will never get anything accomplished by writing in this journal. I'm a cool dude and you are a nerd. You can get rid of me whenever you want. So this writing stuff is all i got. How can i make enough money to pay rent just by writing? I know i can but i think i'm going to have to stick with just being a hard working man. It takes money to make money! You don't need me when only jerks are banging at your front door. All these men act like you are a whore! I don't believe a word they say. I'm in love with a certain woman. It's time for me to be her man. I just have to figure out how to approach. I want to do this before it goes up in smoke.