Most of the time I just feel ass if I am trapped, Travelling along a road which has never been mapped, A long dark tunnel, but there is no light, Falling off a cliff from a great height. Everything just seems to go wrong, Crying to myself for just so long, Whenever I feel my hopes and dreams rise, It all turns out to be a load of lies. My parents just can not trust in me, I don't know why, I just can't see, I know I have betrayed them before, But I will never do it again, any more, Why can't they just cut me some slack, Then, just maybe, they could trust me back. I feel bad about the things I have done, But at the time it just seemed like fun, They did things like this at my age, But they don't seem to be able to start a new page, Just forget about the past, And all the shadows that have been cast. I know someday I will regain their trust, All the bad memories turned to dust, I can not wait to leave my home, start a new life all on my own. I just wish that, sometimes, my life would end, I could follow a new road and go around a new bend, Meet some new people and start having fun, But I will never forget the things I have done. The one thing I want most in life is for everyone to just be happy.
