He Knows

*so here i am..was supposed to leave for the states this monday... i was so ready to go back..but unfortunately, i had to reschedule for the nth time! for whatever reason my parents love playing "a thief in the night".. last minute (is an understatement- i had to cancel my flight the day itself!) they tell me they both have to leave the country and since our house keeper is on leave no one can watch josh... i'm happy and sad...happy that i get to stay have my own room for awhile longer, eat different kinds of fruits that you can't find in the US, hang out with my friends and my brothers, do my quiet time at the beach, help out with the ministry, multiply (hahaha), ride a jeep and not drive... BUT there is also another part of me that wants to leave and get my life started... since the end of our mission trip in Palawan i remember a feeling of excitement..i just knew God is about to do unthinkable things when i get back.. and i think im getting alittle anxious - just the feeling of 'ok what am i waiting for..let's get this ball on the road' kind of thing...i have sooooo much i want to do when i get back - such a petty anxiety, i know... i'm just blessed i still have a job waiting for me..a church praying for me... and a God who knows what He is doing.. He knows what's best..