Manifestation

I was burning top secret information in a fifty five gallon steel barrel, when three military men approached me and when I bent down to pick up some more material to put it the barrel one of them threw something in the barrel, and ran away. I stood up and boom, all I saw was this big ball of flames and I felt things hitting my face and hands. Well this guy had thrown a compressed spray can into the fire to see if it would catch me on fire. Well it did, my whole head and both of my hands were engulfed in flames, just like you see in the movies. I dropped and rolled in the dirt and put myself out, but now that I look back at it I didn't feel any pain. It was as though God was covering me, everybody that looked at me said where's your face? I was taken to the hospital and about seven surgeons said that they will have to skin graph parts of my legs and butt to reassemble my face. My wife was less than a foot from me and looked at me and said "I don"t know who that monster is but that's not my husband'. I looked like Freddy Krueger on "Nightmare on Elm Street". My face was gone down to almost the bone, I told the surgeons not to perform any plastic surgery on my face that I will heal on my own. Now they thought that I was crazy, but it took just thirty-two days for my face to completely heal to its original form.

My hands at that time were like swollen many times there size, each finger was the size of a hotdog but with a nice burnt look. I could not move any of my fingers, but again I felt no pain(shock). Did I want this to happen to me? "Hell no" but I created it! What is he talking about? Well when I was a kid in the fifty's my brother and I "thought," remember I said "thought" that it would be fun to start a fire in a fifty five gallon barrel and then throw compressed spray cans in the fire to watch it go booooooom, well it came back around and bit me in the ass, or should I say face! But see this is what it's all about, "what goes around comes around". There is a time delay, sometimes it's longer than some but then again it can happen as soon as the thought is released from your mind. Don't worry of how it's going to happen, just know that it is and let it go. "LET IT BE" now I don't have to ask you where that phrase came from. Don't dwell on bad things that have happened to you in the past, be grateful that you have had a chance to experience it and gain from it. Don't complain about things going on in your life, just be grateful of the things that you do have, and cherish them.

I was not always like this, I was a very vindictive teen, and I had a temper and rage that made the "HULK "look like' PEEWEE Herman. If I got into a fight I would bend their arms and legs in directions until I heard them snap like chicken bones, then look at them and say I'm your worst nightmare. We would set houses and dried grass fields on fire just to see how long it would take the fire department to get there. So I had a lot of karma to make it right again. But now I mentor to those who are willing to understand all of this and apply it to their life and you will see an unbelievable turnaround in your life.