He asked me why a sudden goodbye. He was way too mad when I decided to cut it off. He said I broke my words to stay with him "til eternity. He was clueless. And I want it to remain that way. There is no reason to stay as my pals would put it. After all, I"m just a friend.. a plain friend in his eyes. Never will I be the “apple”.
Now I say, I didn't leave nor didn't care anymore. Truth is I'm just fixing myself from the ordeal he unknowingly drags unto my soul every time he will mention her name. I'm standing still to this fate I do not know how it will end. I'm just keeping my mouth shut. Needless to say, I still care. I'm still invisibly beside you. Fool.
I'm hurting so much I can't even breathe. I became numb of the blood leaking here in my heart. I'm now a tight-lipped mute. What I carry is more than the burden of humanity. Obscurity rules my Earth. I long lost my soul when I walked away from you. Anyway, it's for the better.
I can't sleep, I tell you.. for he bothers me in my dreams. I can't concentrate, for he was instilled in my cerebellum, cortex, and medulla oblongata of my restless brain. I can't find better than him, for I don't want to see better than him.
I shouldn't see you.. not until the time I know, I am already healed.. for I'm learning to love you even more whenever I see you.
