Hi,
Well, I just removed someone from facebook from my friends' list. I don't know if I did the right thing or not.. It's just that I haven't been feeling well at all these past few weeks or months going on facebook along with that I still can't find a job after all these time that it is getting to be very frustrating and out of proportions. I think it's because I have been going on facebook too much or what.. But I have never wanted to start a relationship with anyone, and not especially with someone on the internet in another city and state whom I have never even talked to or met before.... All he did was just superpoked me with a message "slept in" with me but he also did that with many other people. But, at the time when I received that superpoke message, it just seemed like too close to real than not.... oh well.. I don't know how something "unreal" can be really felt as "real".. I really don't know.. And to "sleep in" with someone in REAL LIFE is not something that I will EVER do and is not within my morals.... I don't know how else to construe a superpoke message like that.... and I don't know how I can feel it to be real when it is not really real........... I just don't know....... Not that I care about it being unreal but I don't like to waste my time, life and energy on something that doesn't even exist. Maybe it's something in my mind but if I keep hanging on to it but in actually, that doesn't exist, then I would be wasting my time and life away...
I just want some peace and normal to my life right now..
