Why?

Why must you lie to me? Why didn't you just tell me how you felt from the get go…you told me you cared and loved me and was so in to me, but then you took it all back and re-nigg on it all and my question is why? What did I ever do to you to deserve that? Besides wear my heart on my sleeve and tell you how I felt about you and you agreed you had similar feelings, what happened, it just vanished off the face of the Earth? WTF….but it's okay I should be use to it usually we hurt those closest to us and that understands us better than anyone else…but I'm told to let it go and let things be and happen on their own, but you know what, F*** that! What I'm going to say to that is I'm going to let it go alright and do my best to forget about the situation and maybe even about you! But knowing me always the caring one that likes to help people the best way I can, I won't stay mad I'll get over it and will probably be your friend again one day, but maybe not now b/c if you were my friend you wouldn't hurt me that way and just instantly erase what you said and what we shared like it meant nothing, and maybe it didn't mean anything, so maybe it won't matter if I'm in your life or not…Continue to go off and enjoy everyone else until you forget about me, about how much of a good wife I'll make someone, or what a good person/friend I am, or whatever else you feel b/c at this point I should question if you mean that when you say it anyway…